Story of my life...

I was listening to this song and jamming out to it today and all I could think was..Dude...This has me written all over it--Kamilla, aka starting things I know I shouldn't and then after I start them, I can't decide whether I want them or not; The insecurities of relationships, and the jealousy that I feel after them; Longing for something I know I can't have; and in the end, realizing that no matter how things might have ended, I learned so many things going through it. Maybe I completely misinterpreted the song, but no matter what I heard it say, it was quite reassuring. (If you want to listen to it, it's the first song on my playlist on the right side of my page.)

Where I Stood-Missy Higgins

I don't know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it's all or none

There were sounds in my head
Little voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

See I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you ain't leaving without a fight
And I think I am just as torn inside

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you
This is what I have to do

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood
Oh, she who dares to stand where I stood